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Right After

by Hotra

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[Verse 1]
Wake up to another day
Will I be okay?
My heart carries all these weights
I cannot convey
Wanna clear my head like the sky
But thoughts just come and play
It's such a mess in the brain
Should I keep a straight face?

[Pre-chorus 1]
Holding in, is that worth it all?
Show some hints, let the truth unfold

[Chorus 1]
It's not the first time I wake up at night
And wanna say goodbye forever
They tell me all things are gonna be fine
But why do I still cry a river?
Looking at those starlights in the night sky
Is that what I wanna be?
No matter how hard I tryna get high
The tears come outside right after
Right after, right after

[Verse 2]
Been looking for someone
So I can free my soul
The worst case scenario
When I'm too comfortable
Mistakes at which I'm so good
And every word they said
Keep loopin' until I know
I've run in circles

[Pre-chorus 2]
Holding in, is that worth it all?
Show some hints, let the truth unfold

[Chorus 2]
It's not the first time I wake up at night
And wanna say goodbye forever
They tell me all things are gonna be fine
But why do I still cry a river?
Looking at those starlights in the night sky
Is that what I wanna be?
No matter how hard I tryna get high
The tears come outside right after

[Post-chorus 2]
And as time goes by
I can't be alright
Just wanna lose sight
Of this bad profile
Try everything right to get out of my mind
Or maybe take a nap for a while

[Bridge]
Oh hey, hey, ay, hey
Oh, hey, hoh, let's go

Come and let's enjoy the ride
Leaving everything behind
Don't reveal what stays inside
Build up a shield to fight
Don't care where I'm gonna go
Put on filters, stay real low
No more promises to show
No hope
No prob'
The rope hanging on there everyday
Waits for me to be okay
I push everyone away
So they can't see me this way
My back keeps hugging the floor
I can't stand being so bored
Of this sadness to the core
I slam the door

[Chorus 3]
I've gotta distract this skeptical mind
By playing every side character
If my obsession is 'bout to expire
I might just have to find another
Keep making melodies without theories
And hope that someone gets me
But no matter how hard I tryna get high
The tears come outside right after

[Post-chorus 3]
The voices are loud
They tear my heart out
Without single doubt
I'll never be proud
And God, I love how my wish has changed now
The Happiest Guy In The Town

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released April 9, 2023

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